:-(

i'm try to reduce my words because it seem to make more people uneasy.. the atmosphere is totally different now, i could feel i'm the lowest piority towards others.. maybe it is true that i'm becoming selfish..

hardly to mention others that i've try my best not to be that, but nobody lovely to hear that, the spece still empty.. i just could hear the voice of myself..

sometimes, i could feel that my absent is just to entertain them.. my voice, idea, and feeling seem useless to them..
it's true i always said"oke" but deep inside God knows..

past design me to be like this.. unbalance of emotion.. mix up together..
mouth could be hard to speak but writing make it more easier